Changes n dreams

recently, i was officially single again...
yeah, she said that she couldnt be sure whether she still love me or not...
n i was afraid...
to lose everything that i've fought for...
just like i couldnt be sure whether i could go back to Semarang to find works.
why you said?
i'm not in Semarang for 10 years, mind you...
i wont know its latest development, trends, market, everythin...

when i was in highschool,
i thought that i'd go to univ, or go straight to work,
find a spouse, get married,
have kids, raised them,
live happily ever after,
n died a happy man...
but that was some dreams...

in fact, i am quite scared of this world...
where we could find anything happened by minutes...
n i'm just trapped inside this whole nightmare...

dreams...
where it could lead everythin into somethin...
hope...
even a better life...
or a simple life that i was always dreamed of...
i know it'd be a lot to ask...
but at least that i'm tryin...
i want to make Semarang n Indonesia a better place to live...
coz its my hometown, my country...
where i want to grow old,
livin my dreams over...

n yet i know that i had to work hard to achieve those dreams...
n i dont took everythin for granted...
thank you God,
for everythin that You had gave me...

Never Knowing
Shocking but we're nothing
We're just moments
We're clever but we are clueless
We're just human
Amusing but confusing
But the truth is
All we got is questions
We'll never know
Never Know

peace out,
xain.